Athena, your vivid storytelling captures the complexities of emotions, weaving a tale that resonates deeply. The portrayal of anxiety and the struggle with societal expectations adds authenticity to the narrative. The moment of vulnerability, where you share your inner turmoil with Alex and later with Jossi, is raw and relatable. The dialogue with Jossi about fears tied to your past experiences in the psych ward is a poignant exploration of self-perception and the relentless pursuit of excellence. Jossi's wisdom in encouraging acceptance and focusing on the present is a valuable reminder. The journey to Otis and Clementines, punctuated with your fears and Jossi's support, beautifully illustrates the power of friendship and the potential for moments of lightness even in heavy times.